For a long time, I don't even know why and how it started, I've been fascinated by the idea of living in an apocalypse if that even makes sense. It does not, I know.
Anyway, now that we, as humans are facing a pandemic and everyone is basically trapped in their house because the virus is airborne it seems. It's shit. Listening to people go haywire over how they feel trapped having forced to do nothing. Sigh.
Today has been a bad day until it wasn't all that bad, if that makes sense. Mum said if I was a boy, I would've gotten a job by now. I don't know what to say about that besides how stupid that thought is. Granted, I wouldn't have to worry about periods and go through the pain every fucking month, but I'd still be me. How do these sexist thoughts form in her head is beyond me.
I was making efforts to get a job but now it all seems futile. I could be dead in a few months from the virus for all I know, getting a job seems not that important to me anymore lol.
Dumb-fucking person Joshua mentioned me in his tweet on his birthday and I hate him. Kind of want to talk to him since the apocalypse but then, I shouldn't be wasting my time on him if the world is ending.
Finally found Skhem. Apparently he got into police ABSI whatever that means. Wouldn't have pegged him for a police person but I guess that's better than being jobless so...
started learning Russian, it seemed kinda hard, gave up. Still have the app on the phone though.
Thinking about going digital for my current affairs notes. Can't find a nice app.
Things I look forward to:
A Piece of Your Mind
Terrace House
Heart Signal 3
The Married Life
Better Call Saul
Anyway, now that we, as humans are facing a pandemic and everyone is basically trapped in their house because the virus is airborne it seems. It's shit. Listening to people go haywire over how they feel trapped having forced to do nothing. Sigh.
Today has been a bad day until it wasn't all that bad, if that makes sense. Mum said if I was a boy, I would've gotten a job by now. I don't know what to say about that besides how stupid that thought is. Granted, I wouldn't have to worry about periods and go through the pain every fucking month, but I'd still be me. How do these sexist thoughts form in her head is beyond me.
I was making efforts to get a job but now it all seems futile. I could be dead in a few months from the virus for all I know, getting a job seems not that important to me anymore lol.
Dumb-fucking person Joshua mentioned me in his tweet on his birthday and I hate him. Kind of want to talk to him since the apocalypse but then, I shouldn't be wasting my time on him if the world is ending.
Finally found Skhem. Apparently he got into police ABSI whatever that means. Wouldn't have pegged him for a police person but I guess that's better than being jobless so...
started learning Russian, it seemed kinda hard, gave up. Still have the app on the phone though.
Thinking about going digital for my current affairs notes. Can't find a nice app.
Things I look forward to:
A Piece of Your Mind
Terrace House
Heart Signal 3
The Married Life
Better Call Saul
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